My Insanity

So I find every month, even though we are not trying, that I am checking my "symptoms" against those of others online, hoping that by some strange chance I am pregnant after all. And then at the end of a cycle I find myself falling into a deep emotional depression, when I realize that I am for sure not pregnant that month. I am nearing that downward spiral again for this month and am hoping I can hold my spirits a little bit higher then I did last month.

I have been cheering myself up with thoughts of the upcoming consignment sale! That is where I picked up most of the clothes I have in the bin. It really makes me feel wonderful, and like I really will be a mother someday, when I get to pick out a few little outfits for really really cheap! I am kind of hoping to pick up a few other necessities this year, but I will have to wait and see what they have.