I am completely lacking the motivation to write lately. I am all nasty symptoms and no joys even my first appointment was a complete let down, they had told us it was a big one for both of us to attend. Instead it was just a make a pin cushion out of Jenna appointment.  Hopefully things will even out in the next few weeks, I know I'm nearing the end of my first trimester and yet that date still looks so far off!